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[28 Jul 2008|02:23pm] |
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im back to this again
good for me
yay!
well anyways, im kinda bummed out cuz i wanted to go up to the hills today to see kasey. i just dont have the funds. i explained this to him, but i could still tell he was quite disappointed. so naturally i feel pretty bad.
on the good side, i had a great breakfast with my mom. all was well. she didnt do any of her usual irritations. i often tell people about these things and they always assume i just think my mother is annoying because im her daughter. that isnt the case. our personalities simply clash. if i met her on the street or just in some other situation where i was not her daughter, i believe i still wouldnt get along with her.
sometimes things go smoothly though and thats always a good.
hopefully today will be alright
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[27 Jul 2008|08:02pm] |
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awww
shit
well we are bbqing again
and yeah im pretty damn sure that that isnt a word, but fuck it . do things like that really matter? well actually i suppose it really does, i mean spelling is important. whatever. i need to update my journal more often. ive been massively slipping.
i really hate testy people
especially when its just cuz they have been awake too long. well really not that long but just a day. take that mixed with what caused the loss of sleep and you get the perfect recipe for giant douche. i guess i cant hate. i dabble from time to time, but im diferent. only because im aware of my actions and how they may or may not effect those around me.
so i guess what im getting at is
fuck you assholes!
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| love in a trash can |
[26 Jun 2008|09:56am] |
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damn thats a cool song
well shit
large amounts of beer only fill me
i hardly get that feeling anymore
but im not complaining
im an alkie
its known to all who know me
i just hate having a super full tummy when there is plenty of amazing bbq to be eaten
im just sayin
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| pretty much my summer so far |
[23 Jun 2008|11:52pm] |
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pimp myspace - Gickr
horrible i know
but i made this out of pure amusement
and people just keep in mind that because of global warming
my town has been in the hundreds lately
no need for fucking pants
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| ive been lagging with my journal... sorry |
[23 Jun 2008|11:50pm] |
so i havent made an enrty in forever
sorry
but
i just gotta come say that i made it through high school
like its a big deal
just glad i dont have to see any of those people ever again
and this fall
college here i come
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| stress and mediocrity |
[14 May 2008|08:30pm] |
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well that went awful.i show up late to open house for one and then of course i have to leave early on account of the fact that i would have no other ride. now this wouldnt be a problem if you werent supposed to wait there til your teacher comes by and checks off that you were there. so yeah all that rushed effort was for nothing. well maybe not nothing, but still it makes me crazy.
but on a lighter note
i downloaded the new nine inch nails album free off their site
"the slip" its called
and let me just say, im not impressed.
its mediocre.
trent youre slippin
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[14 May 2008|06:41pm] |
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lollipop_lil wayne |
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tonight is open house
senior projects
im so fucked
and i gotta make a speech and present tomorrow
fuck my life
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| the truth is out there |
[28 Apr 2008|10:12am] |
ive recently found out that the new x-files movie is going to come out i july
i am so excited
i miss that show
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| my faults are even larger than before |
[27 Apr 2008|05:28pm] |
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he found out
now ive lost him
the perfect one
all over something i hardly remember doing and with a person i have a weakness for. not a massive weakness, but it just made things worse considering my condition.
now im alone
he wont speak with me
im hurting
it was a complete mistake.
we didnt mean for it to happen
i cant take this
i dont want to be alone
but even worse is that i dont want to be without him
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[27 Apr 2008|12:51pm] |
sorry its been a while
life has been so good lately
i just got from camping at the beach
a great amount of fun was had, but it came with a price and that price is my skin
im a lobster
us fair skinned chicks arent meant to spend 2 blazing hot days in their bathing suit and nothing else
yikes i hurt, but all is well i guess because i have aloe growing in my back yard
SCORE
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[10 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
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smashing pumpkins |
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you know a man is amazing if he can give you yours and not get his
this guy is so perfect
not just for the above reason
for a million others as well
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[03 Apr 2008|04:23pm] |
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this brings me joy to no end
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| i see a ship in the harbor... |
[03 Apr 2008|04:20pm] |
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new order |
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well im falling in love with 80's music again
no problem with that
i blame new order though
mainly blue monday
so amazing
just the lyric
"how does it feel to treat me like you do?"
reminds me so much of a past relationship
never evokes sadness though
just joy because the song is so damn great
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[02 Apr 2008|04:45pm] |
i have the most awful memory on the planet, i swear. its getting ridiculous. i forget shit that i just thought of like literally seconds later. i feel like a god damn gold fish.
that is all
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[27 Mar 2008|08:46am] |
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managing to have sex in your bed with a house full of people is great
even greater when you mom is home as well
im just that good, what can i say?
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| oh yes indeed |
[25 Mar 2008|10:19pm] |
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yay! |
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a global threat |
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can it be?
i found perfection
he even says it himself, we have a ridiculous amount in common
so damn true
its even come down to someone tellin us we look like we could be related
mmm mmm i do love me some Aryan lovin'
hahaha
friends say im the female version of him
jeez
too good
and i know this is personal but fuck it
this is a god damn journal
but anyways
today was amazing
never have i come across a man who is down to have sex as much as me
its quite nice i must say
our bodies ache, but it was completely worth it
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[18 Mar 2008|08:22pm] |
hmmmmmmm i feel i havent been on this shit enough
but whatever
damn
every once in a blue moon im reminded of how much i love bohemian rhapsody
so for that i have this
haha
ancient yes
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[18 Mar 2008|08:11pm] |
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having a boyfriend again is oh so lovely
i must say
its been a year since my last
man
i love it
the cool part about it is i have known this guy since i was like 14
always thought he was great and incredibly interesting
let me tell ya the years have been good to him
so fine
haha
and the nice thing is i think its mutual
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[14 Mar 2008|07:46am] |
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went to AA a while ago
very stressful at first then i just kinda got over it and sat there.to me, its such a strange idea.dealing with a problem like that in a group setting
just plain odd to me. i dont deal like that.whatever though.i wasnt even there for myself i was there to support my man and all that jazz.
the worst part i would have to say is recognizing people from the community.one of my good friends mom was there and revealed some uhhh lets just say awkward information.she goes on to say she got a felony DUI the day before and that she truly feels that if she does not stop drinking she will kill herself.HOLY SHIT!!!! was all that ran through my mind.i mean fuck i just dont feel that i was supposed to know soemthing so personal like that.
yikes
i also recognized a sub teacher from school and the uncomfortable thing about that was that i think he recognized me as well.
and to make it even more awkward.i know for a fact i was the youngest one there.18 and already an alcoholic.oops. well whatever kasey is only 20.hahaha
neither of us are even of age to fucking drink!
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